With all that I have said in the past,

I must say now that I love you even more.

October 31st will be our anniversary,

One year and five months, all of this time I've spent loving you.

I miss the times that we shared,

I miss the feeling that you cared.

I just wanted to say,

howdy, I still care.

I miss the meals and the company,

I miss the love and the sympathy.

With all that in the past,

and no hope of it now.

I quote a song that I hear often at work,

"May I have this dance, for the rest of my life".

I often look back at what we had,

knowing that I will not have it again.

I still think about you twenty-four seven,

and remember how you put me in heaven.

I still want you to be my wife,

needed you to complete my life.

I just need to see you again,

as my lover and as my friend.

You really helped me through some hard times,

I would like to think that I did the same.

I will forever carry a candle for you,

you taught me about love and most of all myself.

You helped to mold me into the person I am today.

For that I am grateful and will owe you my life.

What ever happens from now on is because of you,

You influence my future and my present.

I know that my feelings are not flawed,

many telling me that they are.

I know that I will always love you,

many telling me it's unhealthy.

I also know that I will wait,

many telling me not to,

but my life is in your hands,

and that is my present to you.

On our anniversary,

I will wait, for what who knows.

I know that I have giving you my heart,

something that to this day you still own.

For I have tried to take it back,

and now I know that I just can't.

On the night of Halloween,

I will not scream, I will wait.

Like every night since you said,

I don't love you.

I know that I'm getting better,

I realize I will love you forever.

I know that I'm going on,

I can never love another.

I will sit and wait.

for you gorgeous.

My only love,

my only friend.

My life,

future,

my past,

present.

I love and miss you.