Jessie

You know that we could never be friends

the love I feel for you is still strong.

As days bleed together and nights go forever,

I find myself falling into a deep depression.

I still need you to be with me

yet I know that it is not possible.

The love that I feel for you is still there.

The love will never leave me and will stay till death.

I can not see any one else as I saw you,

I've tried and failed that simple task.

I know that I can never be the one for you,

that I have come to realize I am not for you.

Yet you are for me and that I see clearly.

There will never be a person as important as you,

there will never be another as loved as you.

For you reached into the bottom of my sole

and pulled out the heart that I tried to hide.

The heart that again I am trying to hide,

the pain that is always there for you.

All I ever need is you,

all I ever wanted, you.

What an ironic twist of fait to find my sole mate,

then to lose, the battle, the race, my life, my will.

I drink every night to remember,

the limo, the meals, and Bar Harbor.

With out you there is no hope.

With out you there is no will.

With out you there is nothing.

With out you there is no life.