Lost
You know this to be true,
that I still love you.
Undying love completely for you,
undying faithfulness only for you.
That warm summer night when I met mom,
and you said that I would have your heart if only I touch your hair.
My reluctance in the beginning,
My fears towards the end.
My sorrow now,
my tears and pain.
The loss is to much to bear,
the emptiness always there.
What is next I continue to ask,
unable to look beyond the past.
I will always remember you,
I will always need you.
A victim of my own fears,
a victim of extreme pain.
Time is said to heal all wounds,
it seems to deepen the sore.
For I will never get over you,
you are always in my dreams.
Lost from me forever.
Lost am I without you.