Promises

Sleepless nights and fatal glimpses are fleeting moments and wet eyes.

Great memories of what was, always wondering what would have been.

Moments of great triumph are times of great sorrow.

Lonely holidays are empty days.

I wonder what you think of me not knowing for sure.

You know what I think of you.

The memories of great times.

A lost friend who was my lover.

Running with all my strength.

Getting nowhere fast.

I still cry because of the pain, unable to forget your beauty.

Still in love with you, unable to get passed it.

I want so much to hold you, desire I have all day.

To feel the warmth of you smile as it is passed my way.

Cursing myself for the error that I made.

Abusing myself with my flaw.

I wonder if you still love me.

I know that I still love you.

I need you in my life as much as the plants need the sun.

You are my eternal life, you were to be my wife.

The times that we would have shared, laughing, and playing.

Most of all, loving and caring.